BD

Impetus...

2006-07-04T23:47:00.000Z

With moments to share I've moved in with Just Thinking...

Visit us over at - A Moment Shared: Entwined Links

Underneath The Leaves (Continued)...

2006-07-04T13:46:00.000Z

Our Moment, JT / BD 2006

Our Moment Was Made...

2006-07-04T00:03:00.000Z

Hey.

Was the first word from her mouth, I'm not sure how much she said to herself before or what her eyes said as they found me. But as I turned to look at her, I saw the whites of her eyes, the familiar white surrounding the dreamy silky green irises. The curve of her jaw, my mind thought she is beautiful; more beautiful than I had thought. A smile grew slowly to her face, just a small nervous smile. I walked toward her, got in front of her; I was filled with her smell, a soft fresh floral smell. I asked the predictable, how was the flight. We were like the string section of an orchestra setting up, so much talent in a state of awkward strumming in preparation for the movement. I didn't know what to ask, but I had to ask something, something to hear her voice in my ear again. I motioned toward her, we held each other. Her frame tucked neatly under mine, the feeling so right, the fit so right. Our noses touching, our cheeks pressed, my mouth closed but pressed to the side of her neck. Our first kiss, such a tender embrace; a delicate introduction. Where all I could hear was the sweetest feeling of the electricity when her beautiful little mouth placed themselves gracefully on mine. My breaths filling my lungs with her scent; each touch of her soft skin, filling me with happiness in completion I always felt with her. My shakes calming fear from breaks taming. The lines in the sky from our travels faded, our line together hand in hand began. I took her case and led her to the elevator we were destined for.

Floor -1...

In what was thirty seconds I looked at her, found her freckles, her dimples; I captured her details. The ticking of the seconds was a strong bass beat in my head. I saw her look in my eyes, a look not a glance we shared without expression. My insides were skipping. I was worried but excited, calm but nervous. The train we were aimed for wasn't at the platform, in our waiting she sat in rest I kneeled to touch her, my hands on her knees, my eyes in hers. She stood with me, my arms around her and her arms on my waist - not unlike the movies in the fifties the embrace on the platform. As our train arrived, the familiar sound of the tracks being traversed and as we boarded, she was still distracting me; my concentration on her, the soloist; making my controlling of the luggage somewhat clumsy. We sat, together, entwined; she rested on my chest my arms around her, my smile pressed against her. The women diagonally across where smiling to us, a communication that filled me with confidence. I watched her reflection in the glass as she watched the passing scenery. I grew anxious in the silence, unsure of her thoughts and unsure how to voice my own. Her strokes of my hands reassuring me, my desire to speak all the things I'd thought over the months choked by her beauty of perfection. My looking at her was looking in her, seeing she was an adagio of finer penning than that of any composer; taking in all she is, it was a look with no venal qualities for I was peeking at her altruistic innards.

The peaceful interlude ended as we arrived at the station headed for our next train, the bustling was a rhythm-less percussion; like the start to Pyramid by the Modern Jazz Quartet. I led her; I checked she was progressing with me, I made sure she was ok, that she was managing with the luggage. When we got to point of queuing, we stood together, close, she touched me, I touched her, I felt calm, an ease I had missed. It was what she had always been to me. Amongst the busy we were alone, together. In that instant our eyes, our minds and our skin shared another moment. She prompted me to keep my place in the queue, we fitted together right there. So many people would say it was nothing, it was typical, it'll happen every time we are in a queue and I don’t pay attention to stay close to the individual in front of me – but it was just that it was a 'normal' running of things, sometimes the most ordinary things are extraordinary. I was finding myself in a chorus of these ordinary things she makes extraordinary, she is extraordinary. After negotiating a number of flights of stairs with this case and this arm, we were at another platform. We reached another stage; we spoke, of nothing in particular and the words she voiced all so special; she was just talking to me. Like we had for all those months, those overlapping days, those countless hours but she was speaking to me. We joked of me picking the wrong platform, I was confident but her laugh is such a beautiful sound I was happy to play the joke. On the tube, we stood across. I watched her; I made my arm available to save her balance. I found her in all my sights. She looked to the outside, I don't know if she felt my eyes on her. I was captured, that song she had played for so long, I could hear, it wasn't rapid eye movement; it was there in front of me – loud and clear. I could count the bars, when she looked back at me; I felt the change in note. Something she chimed in me allowed my smiles through, she holds my keys. Even in the tunnel, I could understand she was the light that reached into my heart and soul. I was at the end. We were at the start...

Yellow (Continued Past Shades)...

2006-07-03T22:41:00.000Z

Jaune, BD 2006

Dusty...

2006-07-03T12:27:00.000Z

Sometimes I'm half
Sometimes I'm whole
Sometimes a slice
Is all you'll know
Sometimes I'm light
Sometimes I'm dark
Sometimes I'm both

Brightest In A World Made Mostly Of Light...

2006-07-03T00:16:00.000Z

I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I wish I could move more in time with you...

A World Of Light, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Elegance...

2006-07-02T23:23:00.000Z

I'll be taking all my chances
When I see you crossing the floor
I watch you step and turn
Like a knife through the water
If you ask me what I want to do
All I want is to dance with you

Comfort Column (Continued)...

2006-07-02T11:08:00.000Z

Slice, BD 2006

Sevens...

2006-07-02T00:21:00.000Z

And when the day is through
Each night I hurry too
A home where love waits
I know, I guess
I'm just a lucky so and so... - Louis Armstrong / I'm Just A Lucky So And So

She Is My Melody...

2006-07-01T22:01:00.000Z

...a compilation I could always have on repeat...

White Label, BD 2006

Simplified...

2006-07-01T11:57:00.000Z

Madness / It Must Be Love

If I Could I'd Pause Time And Look At Your Reflection Till All The Mirrors Had Evaporated I Would...

2006-07-01T00:01:00.000Z

2215, Vui 2006

Interim Update...

2006-06-30T23:59:00.000Z

I would say I was wrong when I said she was special, but I wouldn't know the word to define how special she is...

Saving Hearts...

2006-06-30T23:01:00.000Z

It has become the melody
I cannot play enough for you
I always want to be saving you
Touching you within
Stroking you with
The strumming acoustic
Feeling the beat of your heart

Everest...

2006-06-30T16:53:00.000Z

Flight: Climbed (Climbing Past The Peak), BD 2006

First Steps...

2006-06-30T04:52:00.000Z

Turning keys
Smiling
Binding the links
Wondering
Speaking in signals
Hoping
Dreaming in colour
Loving...

Turning Our Leaf...

2006-06-29T23:47:00.000Z

Leaf, BD 2006

3:52...

2006-06-29T16:44:00.000Z

This is the hour when the mysteries emerge
A strangeness so hard to reflect
A moment so moving goes straight to your heart
Condition that’s never been met
The attraction is held awake deep inside
Something I’ll never forget... – Joy Division / Komakino

Brighter Than Sunshine...

2006-06-29T04:45:00.000Z

Under the high of day
Shadows fly across the wall
No matter if it rains
Something so sweet is bright
I don't know, what to offer you now
If all I am is broke and lonely

Smallest Momentums Can Have The Largest Movements...

2006-06-28T23:41:00.000Z

FAC 137, I-ON 1979

In The Soar...

2006-06-28T16:39:00.000Z

Spread your wings and
We'll be gone
Look high and to beyond
These movements we find
Just measuments in time

Stone...

2006-06-28T04:37:00.000Z

Long Shadows, DO / BD 2005 [REVISION]

Fixed...

2006-06-27T23:36:00.000Z

The feeling is florid, fervent and kept in the fathomless within me. It is not fleeting...

Ascent...

2006-06-27T16:32:00.000Z

Elegance: Rhythm Of Her Melody, BD 2005 [REVISION]

Beginning To See (Visions Continued)...

2006-06-27T02:04:00.000Z

My eyes have lifted
From seeing today
and tomorrow
To seeing the years
and beyond – Just Thinking

Within
My heart has filled
For seeing a melody
To hearing the light
Of your beauty

A Part Of Me And A Part Of You...

2006-06-26T22:52:00.000Z

Mixing In Links, BD 2006

Shining Shelter...

2006-06-26T13:35:00.000Z

After days in the dark
A light broke through
It was beautiful to see you
Sink in the warmth of you
Morning tinted in
The night faded out

Blood (Continued)...

2006-06-26T01:27:00.000Z

Reds, Compilation 2005

Tweeter...

2006-06-25T23:23:00.000Z

My love still flows
Caressing
Moving around
And round
With little winds
You hold me
With a treble of sound

Lasting Effects...

2006-06-25T13:19:00.000Z

Kelly, MIT 2005

All...

2006-06-25T00:07:00.000Z

All I need, all I want
Things could be easy
All I am, all I see
Everything that I do
Is what I give to you
All the things that you are
Is what you give to me

I See You Everyday...

2006-06-24T23:04:00.000Z

Untitled, BD 2006

Heading Into Our Distance Together (Chapter 2)...

2006-06-24T12:03:00.000Z

The warmth of the sun, it feels healing
Warming the cold in my mind
An ocean of space sends me reeling
Easing my passage through time
Leaving it all behind

Blues...

2006-06-24T00:02:00.000Z

Untitled, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Everytime I Close My Eyes...

2006-06-23T23:59:00.000Z

I'd stop the day
So we could share the stars
If in time I can't stay
I want you to continue my song
I try to say - I miss you tonight
But the truth is you know

In The Bind (They Could Bind)...

2006-06-23T11:58:00.000Z

What will we find
Shadows left behind
And when the day is done
All colours left to run
Thoughts are set in mind
I picture what I find

Heading Into Our Distance Together (Chapter 1)...

2006-06-23T00:57:00.000Z

Cool of the shade feels relieving
Cracks that appear in my hide
The key to the day is withstanding
The Kingdoms that fall and rise
Leaving them all behind

Tall...

2006-06-22T11:52:00.000Z

Lifting, BD 2006

Pushed From The Tree...

2006-06-22T03:55:00.000Z

Please remember
To let me down gently
Got burnt three degrees
Never learnt my lesson
But forgive me please

Just Another Nothing...

2006-06-22T00:01:00.000Z

Another end, another day
Another doldrum, another beginning
Another way of viewing things
Where there is nothing
And everything to see
And so, on

Weathered...

2006-06-21T23:21:00.000Z

Strength/Support/Structure, BD 2005

Supply...

2006-06-21T14:20:00.000Z

My ambition got cast aside
When the batteries died
I have no demands you must abide
All I want is you, by my side

Amber (Continued)...

2006-06-21T02:18:00.000Z

Settling, BD 2006

Notions...

2006-06-20T23:20:00.000Z

I'll shelter you and let the rain hit my face
I'll protect you and bleed from every vain
I'll comfort you and sit out on the stones
I'll love you and carry any broken bones

Credits...

2006-06-20T14:17:00.000Z

You've been the water washing the pain away
You've been the map guiding the way
You've been the light in the dark
You've been the colour in the feature

Minus The Boardroom...

2006-06-20T02:04:00.000Z

There will be no hesitation
There will be no confrontation
There will be signs of indication
And plenty justification
Hidden exaltation

Costs...

2006-06-19T23:58:00.000Z

Closer, Peter Saville 1980

Vulnerable...

2006-06-19T13:57:00.000Z

I need some protection
Some love and affection
Lost in a sea of conjunction
Struggling without function

Watching The Changes...

2006-06-19T01:55:00.000Z

Enjoying Our Seasons, BD 2006

Windows Without Blinds...

2006-06-18T23:50:00.000Z

Looking at you through these eyes
My feelings, I could never disguise
My only need, to improvise
A new delight, only, for your eyes...

I'd Bring You The Sea...

2006-06-18T13:31:00.000Z

Seeping, BD 2005

Maybes...

2006-06-18T01:30:00.000Z

Maybe
No one understands how I feel
Cause some days I don't
So many things I want to say
I don't even know how
I can only say maybe

Song Of The Siren (She Came Calling, Guiding Me To Safer Shores)...

2006-06-17T21:27:00.000Z

Untitled, RR / BD 2006 [REVISION]

Virtues...

2006-06-17T11:57:00.000Z

I'm the fool in our pool
Too weak yet too strong
I don't want to think
When you don't want to bother
Don't want anything but you
To fill my heart again
When I'm missing you, thinking of
And waiting for you

Bringing Out The Shade Of Green...

2006-06-17T03:02:00.000Z

A Perfection, BD 2006

Crowned...

2006-06-16T22:55:00.000Z

If I saw you through the eyes of a king
To my queen, all would bring
The earth, the moon, the stars and skies
Everyday, a new and original surprise...

Last Hurdle (To Tumble)...

2006-06-16T10:52:00.000Z

Flight: Around The Corner, BD 2006

Starlight…

2006-06-16T09:07:00.000Z

I'm like a burning comet
Breaking out of transit
It's an endless journey
Through the sleepless night
With a love that's burning
Till you cast me out of sight

The Leaves Are Long, The Grass Is Green...

2006-06-15T23:19:00.000Z

Special, for me you are
A blanket, you are the
Rocket to me
I cannot give up
You can't say no, you were
Brought here to me
A taste I can't shake
That I couldn't make
I know you said to me
You don't care the same for time
But I can't let you down
I can't sink, float within me
There are things I can't let go
You are the one of the two

She Came From The Sun (In Fractions Of Light)...

2006-06-15T23:01:00.000Z

Line, BD 2006

She Is My Love...

2006-06-15T04:40:00.000Z

For a time parts of me were so lost they sunk into darkness, forgetting them was easy. The natural process of numbing. My ideas bleak, my art weak. I was a prime example of fragmentation - shattered and broken. Metaphorically, a slate. My front to the world convincing yet costly, preventing me from progress.

Training myself not to care...

At a time a light emerged from nowhere, an opening in the murky sky. The sun began to penetrate the sitting grey. I raised my eyes to her, her display of beauty was unrivalled. My front was beaten without fight, the edges wore down by the slightest grace of this song.

My walls are worn...

Now in time, two as one. The grey is purple, complimented by her yellows, reds, oranges, greens and blues. She is the colour in the feature, her beauty and blooming was attractive. Her depth and dimension appealing. Her intelligence and interpretations alluring.

I feel you
All in me
All around me
Stroking me

With time I have been taught the sides, the shades, the shallow and the submerged. With we time we have developed together. She holds my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. She holds me within.

You are the one who turned on the light, who brought the sun and made the rainbow possible...

With reaching, naturally past the leaves stretching to the sun our link has intertwined, bound, the pouring blending, we've entwined as one.

My love...

Sea...

2006-06-14T23:43:00.000Z

Root 4, BD 2006

Life Is Not A Rehearsal...

2006-06-14T16:17:00.000Z

It is, a collection of studio outtakes digitally remastered from original analogue tapes...

Empty...

2006-06-14T07:40:00.000Z

Grey, BD 2005

Futures II...

2006-06-13T19:21:00.000Z

I don't need to set the scene
We're living in it
Watching the seasons change
I see us living by the sea

She Could Find...

2006-06-13T12:50:00.000Z

Waves, BD 2006

Down On This Floor...

2006-06-13T04:09:00.000Z

Society of the spectacle, modern mythology, generalised publicity, are all capital concepts but nevertheless insufficient to define the nature of our relationships with the university and society... We perceive the world, unconciously, as an omnipresence of signs... Signs without significations, whose sole interest is to evoke, to make us look back into the concealed part of ourselves. The look and subjectivity; we must reconsider our relationship with the event in the most innocent appearance: thus is it the spectacle, minute fragment of spectacular society.

Possibles...

2006-06-12T23:19:00.000Z

Untitled, Vasarely

(My One) Under A 14.69595...

2006-06-12T15:19:00.000Z

Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art-
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night,
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors;
No-yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever-or else swoon to death. - John Keats / Bright Star

She Couldn't Find...

2006-06-12T00:29:00.000Z

Her Calm Saved His Heart, BD 2006

Not Whole...

2006-06-11T23:32:00.000Z

Using ideas of nostalgia, passion, ecstasy, and sentiment... Something bittersweet takes an overly saccharine but conscious look at various paths, the sources of emotion, relations, desire, and an ongoing investment in perspective.

He Couldn't Blind...

2006-06-11T12:46:00.000Z

Dulled Distraction, BD 2006

Not Half...

2006-06-11T00:41:00.000Z

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
All the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall - Oasis / Wonderwall

Sinking In Your Warmth...

2006-06-10T23:01:00.000Z

Reminds Me Of The Sun, BD 2006

Numerics...

2006-06-10T15:08:00.000Z

From the mirror on the wall
I ask no reply, yet there is
Always answer, it's there
Everytime, I'm ashamed
But you offer me comfort
Raising my eyes to you
Framed in your image
Greater than any number

0.08046...

2006-06-10T02:12:00.000Z

HP, BD 2006

In One Verse...

2006-06-09T23:51:00.000Z

Yesterday you asked me
Something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
You told me too

Six Hundred And Four Thousand, Eight Hundred...

2006-06-09T14:22:00.000Z

Seconds: You Are The Bluest Light, BD 2006

Codes...

2006-06-09T00:36:00.000Z

When she makes sense
I go through the roof
For then my end
Has living proof... - The Futureheads / Skip To The End

Inner Shores...

2006-06-08T22:11:00.000Z

Saving Warmth, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Catch And Release (Tears Continued)...

2006-06-08T12:08:00.000Z

As my tears dry
The blur will focus
A defined image of you
The beauty in my art
Returns from where it fell apart
The scale of time we capture
Well we've as many apertures
Where the colours won't grow old
Some things cannot be sold
In the end you will see
All you did for me

43.05564...

2006-06-08T10:10:00.000Z

My One Flame, BD 2006

Nine...

2006-06-07T23:45:00.000Z

...in the organic world, in so far as the conscious reflection becomes darker or weaker, grace advances more radiant and triumphant... - Heinreich Von Kleist

Blank Bravura...

2006-06-07T12:43:00.000Z

Bannal, BD 2006

Completing (Who You Are To Me Continued)...

2006-06-07T00:19:00.000Z

I have found my missing piece
I have found my niche
I have found my blooming light
I have found a beautiful sight
I have found a love
I have found a romantic art
I have found the start
I have found the open door
I have found the place to pour

I have found comforting sound
From a beautiful mind
I have found smiles in sunsets
From a beautiful soul
I have found a place to rest
In a beautiful heart
Of which your beautiful words
Are only part

Oceans (Spécial Shades: Aqua)...

2006-06-06T23:02:00.000Z

Calm Smooth, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Es Lebe Die Freiheit...

2006-06-06T10:39:00.000Z

Nothing is so unworthy of a civilized nation as allowing itself to be governed without opposition by an irresponsible clique that has yielded to base instinct. It is certain that today every honest is ashamed of his government. Who among us have any conception of the dimensions of shame that will befall us and our children when one day the veil has fallen from our eyes and the most horrible of crimes - crimes that infinitely out distance every human measure - reach the light of day... - Weiße Rose

You Are The Peaceful Between Sunset And Sunset (Spécial Shades: Blue)...

2006-06-06T00:48:00.000Z

You Are The Sole Light I See In A Sky Of Stars, BD 2006

(What Was) My Loneliness...

2006-06-05T20:11:00.000Z

Had been redefined
Past signs I slipped
In time I wandered
Beneath it rained
A feeling refined
So far from streamlined
Many weights left behind
You underlined
We climbed
I'm no longer blind

In The Hills Under The Clear Blues...

2006-06-05T11:50:00.000Z

Futures I, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Opaque...

2006-06-05T00:43:00.000Z

When I am out of place
With all the things I feel
Cold and awake
Listless, restless
When you go, leave me still
In an empty place
Nothing fills your space

A Little Piece Of Me Was Falling, Till A Little Piece Of You Was Calling...

2006-06-04T23:33:00.000Z

Siren, BD 2006

Goldmine (Spécial Shades: Gold)...

2006-06-04T14:30:00.000Z

Give me your eyes
I need you
My sunshine
Your gold
Your mine

Reaching: The End Of Any Road Together...

2006-06-04T02:53:00.000Z

Untitled, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Tears...

2006-06-03T23:15:00.000Z

Like a fish on dry land, swimming through sand...

We Make The Rainbow (As Two)...

2006-06-03T12:40:00.000Z

Light Flows As Colour, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Natural Flight (Spécial Shades: Green)...

2006-06-03T00:15:00.000Z

Branches out stretched
Light in sight
Climbing upward, spanning green
In plightless flight

Lighting The Dark...

2006-06-02T23:20:00.000Z

To The Depths, BD 2006

Portrait (Continued)...

2006-06-02T12:22:00.000Z

This bleak portrait
Of a life
Just silent photos
Of a war
The sharp edge
Of a knife
Would end it all

Spécial Shades...

2006-06-02T00:56:00.000Z

Tranquil, BD 2006