2006-05-31

Grace (You Fill My Eye Continued Further)...

Untitled, BD 2006

Within (Continued)...

Grasping the words, they appear
Voicing the emotions I feel within
You make us, a better pair
You know my heart, my love and care
I'm a book tenderly leafed by you
Maybe I don't need to write a page
If they're already in your mind

Within (Continued Even Further)...

From the Inside Out, Cassini 2006

2006-05-30

Within (Continued Further)...

I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
Anywhere I go, you go; my dear;
And whatever is done by only me,
Is your doing; my darling
I fear no fate
For you, are my fate; my sweet
I want no world
For beautiful, you are
My world, my true
And it's, you are whatever
A moon has always meant
And whatever a sun
Will always sing, is you
- E. E. Cummings

Illuminations (Reaching Continued Even Further)...

Reaching To The Luminary, BD 2006

A Light That Warms My Heart (You Fill My Heart Continued Further)...

The sunset burns with its flames, light and warmth, star energy, echoes in the internal fire of emotions. Interior and exterior lose all seperation, the body subliminating in its soulful substance, becoming gradually transparent, is consumed in harmony by the illumination.

2006-05-29

If You Lose The Will To Give, Will I Lose My Volume...

Untitled, BD 2006

Within (You Fill My Mind Continued Further)...

Lost the words, they disappear
Describing the feelings deep inside
You made me, a better kind
You know my words, my heart
I'm a mystery solved by you
Maybe I don't need to say a thing
You're already in my mind

Stripped...

Minima, BD 2005

2006-05-28

Junta...

I've been told it's a fact of life
Men have to kill one another
Well I say! There are still things
Worth fighting for...
- Stereolab / French Disko

Refreshed By Her Sweet Music...

Untitled, BD 2005

You're Different And They're All The Same...

Words cannot seem to express
The passion and longing I profess
For the colours I had never seen
Found in who is now my queen

2006-05-27

Variegated Love (In Many Shades Continued)...

Special Shades Of Spécial, BD / RR 2006

When A Man Loves A Woman (Every Story Has Two Sides (Side A) Continued)...

When a man loves a woman, he watches her sleep, thinking:
as midnight to the moon is sleep to the beloved.
A thousand fireflies wink at him.
The frogs sound like the string section
of the orchestra warming up.
The stars dangle down like earrings the shape of grapes.
- David Lehman

See Through...

Untitled, Nozzman 2006

2006-05-26

Succulent...

Love wounds my heart
With a sweet taste, so gently,
I die of grief a dozen times a day
And a hundred times revive with joy.
My pain seems beautiful,
This pain is worth more than any pleasure;
And since I find this bad so good,
How good will be the good
When this suffering is done.
- Bernart de Ventadorn

The Way Is Paved With Leaves (Leaves Continued Further)...

Untitled, BD 2005

Dorsal Aorta...

Categories of anguish tend to merge together: the oppression of depths and the closed evoke dread of the void, the corridors of the kingdom of the dead resound in the far depths of ourselves like the idea of the infinite. This spectacle is a ritual, one infinitely despairing of solitude.

A shudder... Those few seconds, free from vibrations, are an eternity. In them, they condense the depth of interior reflections, funeral exploration of dark labyrinths, from which only the unique and irredeemable end is certain. Would the music be only punctuation and accentuation, the frame more or less hewn from an absolute silence, secretly sought after?

Every being anguished by its own existence experiences an irresistible attraction for those end of the day contemplations. Can it itself foresee what its feeling will be? Weary of life and desiring the night... Or on the contrary, sparking off internally at the sight of the last flaring? Two extreme examples, amongst others, to show the nodal character of that moment when all of each day's conflict are replayed.

2006-05-25

That's Where Our Similarity Ends...

Soloist, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Palimpsest...

Behind my ribs
A pounding hides
Quick from passion
Kinetic from the warm
A vessel of rich shades

Don't Let Me Out Of Your Sight...

Editors @ Astoria, BD 2005

2006-05-24

You Fill My Mind (Continued)...

I never want to lose you, I only want to love you
Where would you like to go where you like to be
Standing with me beneath this open sky
I know we can drift away now
There is always a place you can to find
There is always a place in your mind
There is always a place to belong
There is always a place we can hide
If only we find our way out

Weighed Down, The Lights Are Dim...

Smoke: A Beauty When The Flame Is Gone, BD 2006

The Protein Of Protean...

Impressively, the night veils the immense porch of dusk, and every human heart knows who has won, who has lost... - Clemens Brentano

2006-05-23

In Many Shades...

Different Petals, BD 2006

Old Ways...

These fallen steps were just walking to you
My one mistake was just hoping in you and me
You really should've waited for me
You should've kept the love you swore you'd keep
Now the only image that's left is this burning
Regret

I lost my way but I've seen where I should go
The ocean seems braver for meeting the shore
But I lost when I won, I won when I lost
These memories, only haunting to you
Now the only feeling of us left is this aching in your chest
Regret

Bloody...

Untitled, BD 2006

2006-05-22

A Social Idealist (Continued)...

The revolutionary war is a war of the masses; only mobilising the masses and relying on them can wage it. - Mao Tse Tung / Selected Works (Vol. I)

Even Together...

...but you're the one they want to know, I'm jealous and a little proud... - David Byrne / Everyone's In Love With You





Untitled, JT 2006

You Fill My Mind (My Senses)...

Your image is in my eye
Your sound is in my ear
Your smell is in my nose
My lips wait to taste as
My fingertips wait to touch
You are in my thoughts
And my dreams
You are in my mind

2006-05-21

To Spécial (Continued)...

Daisy, BD 2006

You Fill My Heart (Continued)...

Don't be scared at all
There is a place inside
You can call it a home
It's where the blood flows
Filled with the binding
The warm sounds of yellows
As the light glows
This feeling grows

Surround...

His Desire, AB 2006

2006-05-20

You Fill My Heart...

Love is the red
Opening the door
Allowing me to pour
Living in infra
Was like bleeding
On the floor

The Long And Winding Road...

Untitled, BD 2006

You Fill My Lungs...

With the sweet scent of love and hope
Each day I breathe deep of you
Exhaling dreams of becoming
With each rise and fall we grow
Into the wonderful oneness of life
- Just Thinking

2006-05-19

Wise...

I think I know how to feel, cause I will only play it for real...







Script, Uncredited Scan

A Social Idealist...

What can be accomplished only by a series of cataclysms in the West can develop in Russia out of existing conditions. - Alexander Herzen / The Bell

Communication (Maybe Another Platitude)...

.. - .. ... -. --- - .- .-.. .-- .- -.-- ... .... --- .-- - .... .. -. --. ... .- .-. . ... .- .. -.. --..-- -... ..- - - .... . -- .- -. -. . .-. .. -. .-- .... .. -.-. .... - .... . -.-- .- .-. . ... .- .. -.. .-.-.- .-.-.- .-.-.-

2006-05-18

Stages: Healing...

Coagulation can be a complex process however it is an important part of haemostasis...

Luck...

NP, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Without Looking Through The Glass...

Held back in the silence
Forgetting never fair
An invisible nightmare
Memories never care
In the meantime, tense

...they will always remain...

2006-05-17

A Bond Behind The Eyes...

Holding, QW 2005

Little Dreams Of Sharing Little Things Like - Moonlight (Continued)...

Looking to the mystic sky
Reflecting under the pearl
Trapped in all of its allure
Dissolved in the image but
Solid in each others eyes

Blurry At Best...

Epigone Number Four, BD 1999 / 2006 [REVISION]

2006-05-16

Preface...

You're not alone
On this stories pages
Stay close to me
Till we don't know our ages

Example: Some Things Are Worth Defending (Continued Further)...

Juventus - Milan, Canal+ 2006

Stages: Rinsing...

Don't fall apart, stay tied at least. Keep a diagram of all your seams.

2006-05-15

Open Road...

I can see all the possibilities, and yet I can't move... - Just Thinking







Untitled, BD 2006

Multifarious...

Time, it's a fickle thing. Through days, months and minutes we forget how to sing. A skyline envelopes the east and western misfortune is freely erased. A truncation of Caesar's might: we came, we saw and we set up our lives to beg, to cheat, to lie, to steal the parts of you that make up the forgotten sides...

Spirit...

Untitled, Unconfirmed 2005

2006-05-14

Every Story Has Two Sides (Side B)...

This means nothing to me, nothing to me... - Ultravox / Vienna

Comfort Column...

Beacon, BD 2006

Prosaic...

There is something about yourself that you don't know. Something that you will deny even exists; until it’s too late, to do anything about it.

It's the only reason you get up in the morning. The only reason you suffer the shitty boss; the blood, the sweat and the tears. This is because you want people to know how: good, attractive, generous, funny, wild and clever; you really are. Fear or revere me, but please - think I'm special.

We share an addiction. We're approval junkies. We're all in it for the slap; on the back, and the gold watch. The hip, hip, hoo-fuckin-rah. Look at the clever boy with the badge; polishing his trophy. Shine on you crazy diamond. We're just monkeys, wrapped in suits begging for the approval of others. If we knew this, we wouldn't do this. Someone is hiding it from us and...

If you had a second chance you would ask - why?

2006-05-13

Yes, I Was Still Wrong...

Synonyms:, BD 2006

Backseat...

Life is hard
Life is short
But it ain't
No-ones fault
Life is just
A game of pool
That can't
Hurt a fool...
- Archive / Game Of Pool

Sang Beneath The Trees Of The City...

Blues, BD 2006

2006-05-12

Every Story Has Two Sides (Side A)...

The voice reaching out and the piercing cry... - Ultravox / Vienna

Good Eyes Sniper, But I'll Still Shoot You First...

Can Only Be Broken From The Inside, BD 2006

More Than Anyone (Spécial Continued Further)...

I'll be along for you
I've came along with you
I'm blessed by you

I assure you
Theres was nothing for me
Like you before

I'm better because of you
You give me all I want
And all I need

2006-05-11

Highlight...

Untitled, BD 2006

Quatre Cents Et Quarante Huit...

Quand je concernez-vous par ne pas faire partie du traitement...

What makes one mean to an end any better than the next?

Holding On Is Harder When (In Repair Continued)...

Framework: VG Condition, BD / KC 2006

2006-05-10

Platitudes A Plenty...

Mathematically, the shortest path from A to B can have to no cycles...

Something In Print...

Dante Gabriel Rossetti / Nuptial Sleep

Alternative Memories...

Let's sort the buyers from the spy-ers, the needy from the greedy and those who trust me from those who don't if you can't see value here you're not here shopping; you're here shoplifting. You see these goods? Never seen daylight, moonlight, Israelite. Fanny by the gaslight. Take a bag, I took a bag home last night. Cost me more than ten pound, I can tell you. Anyone like jewellery? Look at that there. Handmade in Italy, hand-stolen in Stepney it's as long as my arm, I wish it was as long as something else. Don't think because these boxes are sealed up, they're empty the only man who sells empty boxes is the undertaker and by the look of some of you lot today; I'd make more money with me measuring tape. Here! One price, ten pound! - Did you say ten pound? - Are you deaf? - That's a bargain. I'll take one. - Squeeze in if you can left leg, right leg, body will follow they call it walking. You want one aswell, darlin'? You do?! That's it. They're waking up! Treat the wife, treat your friend's wife, it's a lot more fun if you don't get caught. Hold on. You want one as well? Okay, darlin', show me a bit of life then it's no good standing out there like one o'clock half-struck, you better buy them. These are not stolen they just haven't been paid for and we can't get them again. Cause they've changed the bloody locks. Here! One for you, it's no good coming back later when I've sold out. Too late, too late will be the cry when the man with the bargains has passed you by...

2006-05-09

Desires (Continued)...

Fondant, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Standing Still (Continued Further)...

Didn't lift my feet
And leave this place
And my (go-go gadget) arms
Will not make such a venture
So unless miracles happen
You'll have to use the ones
In your freezer
- Lukas Abrhm

The Something I Found In You...

The things I saw at first light remains, it is ever present. There has grown a list of the things I have found in you, some I never knew to look for...


Untitled, BD 2006

2006-05-08

Timing...

There is a time for everything, a season for every activity under the sun. A time to be born and a time to die. A time to plant and a time to harvest. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to rebuild. A time to cry and a time to laugh. A time to grieve and a time to dance. A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones. A time to embrace and a time to turn away. A time to search and a time to lose. A time to keep and a time to throw away. A time to tear and a time to mend. A time to be quiet and a time to speak up. A time to love and a time to hate. A time for war and a time for peace.

Grain...

Untitled, BD 2006

If I Could Write The Beauty Of Your Eyes...

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd,
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature's changing course untrimm'd:
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,
Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
- William Shakespeare / Sonnet 18

2006-05-07

Winding, Binding, Linking, Lighting, Warming, Protecting (Continued)...

What stage is this?






Two Blending Into One, BD 2006

A Sense Of Spécial...

I wish anosmia was all to blame
The reason I didn't completely know
How your hair smelt after washing
How your lips flavoured mine in the morning
How your clothes littered spaces with aroma
How your skin tasted as you slept

All The Signs Were There For All To See...

...if I cry out with fear I'll feel more afraid...







Stars, Compilation 2005

2006-05-06

Limited Validity...

I don't think that consecutive marriages should be allowed in a church! It makes a mockery of the whole meaning of marriage if you can just walk down the aisle time after time with a variety of husbands/wives, like a kid in the sweet shop! I think only the first marriages should be allowed to be conducted in a church, the others after should be in a registery office or similar unholy establishment!

I was beginning to forget how pathetically minded people can be, so for example of our debate we could say - man A marries woman A, woman A runs off with man B, man A divorces woman A wants to marry woman B; all parties involved can be of Christian faith. What if woman B hasn't been married before? Take that special day from her?

That Explains Part Of It...

Handbook: Signals, BD et al 2006

Broken Glass (Standing Still Continued)..

To bring
Some things, to life
Others must be dropped
And left to die

Memory
Can be salt rubbed in the eyes
Love is maybe like a bird
That dreams of flight

2006-05-05

Coloured Ceiling Light...

A Different Petal, BD 2005

A Petal...

Pink velvet petals
Morning dew on small flowers
Delicate beauties
Still hold such powers

Daedal...

No matter what
Regardless of surroundings
You are my yellow
Blossoming and bright



Growing Bonding, BD 2006

I Was Wrong, That Don't Mean You Were Right...

So you hate everything now
That reminds you of me
Least, when you arrive and
When you leave nothing will
Change here anymore...
- SN / BD [REVISION]

2006-05-04

Feel Without Sound...

...it's a balancing act
It looks dangerous but thats part of it
- Secret Machines / 1000 Seconds



Two, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Occasionalmente Senza Valore...

I will be in situations
Questions I used to answer correctly
I can get wrong

I will be in scenarios
Scenes I previously sailed calmly
I can forget my lines

I will be with subjects
Once publically my specialty
I can become lost in confusion
- AM / SN / BD

Demi-Platitude...

If I was born any earlier or later, I wouldn't be me...

If There Was An Easy Way In, Then There Is An Easy Way Out...

Only, BD 2005

2006-05-03

Stages: Levels...

Take my time its all yours from giving
Life has some fighting, even some scarring
Hold on tight for I'm not frightened
Cause you keep me safe from harm
Yeah, maybe I'm not enlightened
And maybe I can't touch the stars
But I'm closer when I'm in your arms

An Evening Waiting For The Sky To Burst...

Luminary, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Standing Still...

What pain. All has clearly left, and the dust which rises while you walk away is nothing more. The house is not empty, only clear of all. Pictures are not faded, they've reached their limit of light and blown out like you I am not aware and let things pass for what they're not. We dream pain, no need to live it. What use is sorrow, in this world. Pain is a conscious effort, constant in it's intent...

2006-05-02

With The Luminary...

A Different Purple, BD 2006

Everything...

I wish for you, that you were by my side
My lonely life is simply nothing without you
I can't believe it's been this way forever
When you need it makes it so much harder

Stages: Completing...



Fonts, BD 2006

2006-05-01

Just Another Card...

Untitled, BD 2006 [REVISION]

My Only Words...

Being benignant
Seemingly sporadic
Gazing at the gloaming
To the provenance
Of my equipoise
Passing the patina
Amassing agog

Bonhomie...

Destructive Discrediting, Uncredited