Interim Update...

I would say I was wrong when I said she was special, but I wouldn't know the word to define how special she is...

Saving Hearts...

It has become the melody
I cannot play enough for you
I always want to be saving you
Touching you within
Stroking you with
The strumming acoustic
Feeling the beat of your heart

Everest...

Flight: Climbed (Climbing Past The Peak), BD 2006

First Steps...

Turning keys
Smiling
Binding the links
Wondering
Speaking in signals
Hoping
Dreaming in colour
Loving...

Turning Our Leaf...

Leaf, BD 2006

3:52...

This is the hour when the mysteries emerge
A strangeness so hard to reflect
A moment so moving goes straight to your heart
Condition that’s never been met
The attraction is held awake deep inside
Something I’ll never forget... – Joy Division / Komakino

Brighter Than Sunshine...

Under the high of day
Shadows fly across the wall
No matter if it rains
Something so sweet is bright
I don't know, what to offer you now
If all I am is broke and lonely

Smallest Momentums Can Have The Largest Movements...

FAC 137, I-ON 1979

In The Soar...

Spread your wings and
We'll be gone
Look high and to beyond
These movements we find
Just measuments in time

Stone...

Long Shadows, DO / BD 2005 [REVISION]

Fixed...

The feeling is florid, fervent and kept in the fathomless within me. It is not fleeting...

Ascent...

Elegance: Rhythm Of Her Melody, BD 2005 [REVISION]

Beginning To See (Visions Continued)...

My eyes have lifted
From seeing today
and tomorrow
To seeing the years
and beyond – Just Thinking

Within
My heart has filled
For seeing a melody
To hearing the light
Of your beauty

A Part Of Me And A Part Of You...

Mixing In Links, BD 2006

Shining Shelter...

After days in the dark
A light broke through
It was beautiful to see you
Sink in the warmth of you
Morning tinted in
The night faded out

Blood (Continued)...

Reds, Compilation 2005

Tweeter...

My love still flows
Caressing
Moving around
And round
With little winds
You hold me
With a treble of sound

Lasting Effects...

Kelly, MIT 2005

All...

All I need, all I want
Things could be easy
All I am, all I see
Everything that I do
Is what I give to you
All the things that you are
Is what you give to me

I See You Everyday...

Untitled, BD 2006

Heading Into Our Distance Together (Chapter 2)...

The warmth of the sun, it feels healing
Warming the cold in my mind
An ocean of space sends me reeling
Easing my passage through time
Leaving it all behind

Blues...

Untitled, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Everytime I Close My Eyes...

I'd stop the day
So we could share the stars
If in time I can't stay
I want you to continue my song
I try to say - I miss you tonight
But the truth is you know

In The Bind (They Could Bind)...

What will we find
Shadows left behind
And when the day is done
All colours left to run
Thoughts are set in mind
I picture what I find

Heading Into Our Distance Together (Chapter 1)...

Cool of the shade feels relieving
Cracks that appear in my hide
The key to the day is withstanding
The Kingdoms that fall and rise
Leaving them all behind

Tall...

Lifting, BD 2006

Pushed From The Tree...

Please remember
To let me down gently
Got burnt three degrees
Never learnt my lesson
But forgive me please

Just Another Nothing...

Another end, another day
Another doldrum, another beginning
Another way of viewing things
Where there is nothing
And everything to see
And so, on

Weathered...

Strength/Support/Structure, BD 2005

Supply...

My ambition got cast aside
When the batteries died
I have no demands you must abide
All I want is you, by my side

Amber (Continued)...

Settling, BD 2006

Notions...

I'll shelter you and let the rain hit my face
I'll protect you and bleed from every vain
I'll comfort you and sit out on the stones
I'll love you and carry any broken bones

Credits...

You've been the water washing the pain away
You've been the map guiding the way
You've been the light in the dark
You've been the colour in the feature

Minus The Boardroom...

There will be no hesitation
There will be no confrontation
There will be signs of indication
And plenty justification
Hidden exaltation

Costs...

Closer, Peter Saville 1980

Vulnerable...

I need some protection
Some love and affection
Lost in a sea of conjunction
Struggling without function

Watching The Changes...

Enjoying Our Seasons, BD 2006

Windows Without Blinds...

Looking at you through these eyes
My feelings, I could never disguise
My only need, to improvise
A new delight, only, for your eyes...

I'd Bring You The Sea...

Seeping, BD 2005

Maybes...

Maybe
No one understands how I feel
Cause some days I don't
So many things I want to say
I don't even know how
I can only say maybe

Song Of The Siren (She Came Calling, Guiding Me To Safer Shores)...

Untitled, RR / BD 2006 [REVISION]

Virtues...

I'm the fool in our pool
Too weak yet too strong
I don't want to think
When you don't want to bother
Don't want anything but you
To fill my heart again
When I'm missing you, thinking of
And waiting for you

Bringing Out The Shade Of Green...

A Perfection, BD 2006

Crowned...

If I saw you through the eyes of a king
To my queen, all would bring
The earth, the moon, the stars and skies
Everyday, a new and original surprise...

Last Hurdle (To Tumble)...

Flight: Around The Corner, BD 2006

Starlight…

I'm like a burning comet
Breaking out of transit
It's an endless journey
Through the sleepless night
With a love that's burning
Till you cast me out of sight

The Leaves Are Long, The Grass Is Green...

Special, for me you are
A blanket, you are the
Rocket to me
I cannot give up
You can't say no, you were
Brought here to me
A taste I can't shake
That I couldn't make
I know you said to me
You don't care the same for time
But I can't let you down
I can't sink, float within me
There are things I can't let go
You are the one of the two

She Came From The Sun (In Fractions Of Light)...

Line, BD 2006

She Is My Love...

For a time parts of me were so lost they sunk into darkness, forgetting them was easy. The natural process of numbing. My ideas bleak, my art weak. I was a prime example of fragmentation - shattered and broken. Metaphorically, a slate. My front to the world convincing yet costly, preventing me from progress.

Training myself not to care...

At a time a light emerged from nowhere, an opening in the murky sky. The sun began to penetrate the sitting grey. I raised my eyes to her, her display of beauty was unrivalled. My front was beaten without fight, the edges wore down by the slightest grace of this song.

My walls are worn...

Now in time, two as one. The grey is purple, complimented by her yellows, reds, oranges, greens and blues. She is the colour in the feature, her beauty and blooming was attractive. Her depth and dimension appealing. Her intelligence and interpretations alluring.

I feel you
All in me
All around me
Stroking me

With time I have been taught the sides, the shades, the shallow and the submerged. With we time we have developed together. She holds my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. She holds me within.

You are the one who turned on the light, who brought the sun and made the rainbow possible...

With reaching, naturally past the leaves stretching to the sun our link has intertwined, bound, the pouring blending, we've entwined as one.

My love...

Sea...

Root 4, BD 2006

Life Is Not A Rehearsal...

It is, a collection of studio outtakes digitally remastered from original analogue tapes...

Empty...

Grey, BD 2005

Futures II...

I don't need to set the scene
We're living in it
Watching the seasons change
I see us living by the sea

She Could Find...

Waves, BD 2006

Down On This Floor...

Society of the spectacle, modern mythology, generalised publicity, are all capital concepts but nevertheless insufficient to define the nature of our relationships with the university and society... We perceive the world, unconciously, as an omnipresence of signs... Signs without significations, whose sole interest is to evoke, to make us look back into the concealed part of ourselves. The look and subjectivity; we must reconsider our relationship with the event in the most innocent appearance: thus is it the spectacle, minute fragment of spectacular society.

Possibles...

Untitled, Vasarely

(My One) Under A 14.69595...

Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art-
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night,
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors;
No-yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever-or else swoon to death. - John Keats / Bright Star

She Couldn't Find...

Her Calm Saved His Heart, BD 2006

Not Whole...

Using ideas of nostalgia, passion, ecstasy, and sentiment... Something bittersweet takes an overly saccharine but conscious look at various paths, the sources of emotion, relations, desire, and an ongoing investment in perspective.

He Couldn't Blind...

Dulled Distraction, BD 2006

Not Half...

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
All the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall - Oasis / Wonderwall

Sinking In Your Warmth...

Reminds Me Of The Sun, BD 2006

Numerics...

From the mirror on the wall
I ask no reply, yet there is
Always answer, it's there
Everytime, I'm ashamed
But you offer me comfort
Raising my eyes to you
Framed in your image
Greater than any number

0.08046...

HP, BD 2006

In One Verse...

Yesterday you asked me
Something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
You told me too

Six Hundred And Four Thousand, Eight Hundred...

Seconds: You Are The Bluest Light, BD 2006

Codes...

When she makes sense
I go through the roof
For then my end
Has living proof... - The Futureheads / Skip To The End

Inner Shores...

Saving Warmth, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Catch And Release (Tears Continued)...

As my tears dry
The blur will focus
A defined image of you
The beauty in my art
Returns from where it fell apart
The scale of time we capture
Well we've as many apertures
Where the colours won't grow old
Some things cannot be sold
In the end you will see
All you did for me

43.05564...

My One Flame, BD 2006

Nine...

...in the organic world, in so far as the conscious reflection becomes darker or weaker, grace advances more radiant and triumphant... - Heinreich Von Kleist

Blank Bravura...

Bannal, BD 2006

Completing (Who You Are To Me Continued)...

I have found my missing piece
I have found my niche
I have found my blooming light
I have found a beautiful sight
I have found a love
I have found a romantic art
I have found the start
I have found the open door
I have found the place to pour

I have found comforting sound
From a beautiful mind
I have found smiles in sunsets
From a beautiful soul
I have found a place to rest
In a beautiful heart
Of which your beautiful words
Are only part

Oceans (Spécial Shades: Aqua)...

Calm Smooth, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Es Lebe Die Freiheit...

Nothing is so unworthy of a civilized nation as allowing itself to be governed without opposition by an irresponsible clique that has yielded to base instinct. It is certain that today every honest is ashamed of his government. Who among us have any conception of the dimensions of shame that will befall us and our children when one day the veil has fallen from our eyes and the most horrible of crimes - crimes that infinitely out distance every human measure - reach the light of day... - Weiße Rose

You Are The Peaceful Between Sunset And Sunset (Spécial Shades: Blue)...

You Are The Sole Light I See In A Sky Of Stars, BD 2006

(What Was) My Loneliness...

Had been redefined
Past signs I slipped
In time I wandered
Beneath it rained
A feeling refined
So far from streamlined
Many weights left behind
You underlined
We climbed
I'm no longer blind

In The Hills Under The Clear Blues...

Futures I, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Opaque...

When I am out of place
With all the things I feel
Cold and awake
Listless, restless
When you go, leave me still
In an empty place
Nothing fills your space

A Little Piece Of Me Was Falling, Till A Little Piece Of You Was Calling...

Siren, BD 2006

Goldmine (Spécial Shades: Gold)...

Give me your eyes
I need you
My sunshine
Your gold
Your mine

Reaching: The End Of Any Road Together...

Untitled, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Tears...

Like a fish on dry land, swimming through sand...

We Make The Rainbow (As Two)...

Light Flows As Colour, BD 2006 [REVISION]

Natural Flight (Spécial Shades: Green)...

Branches out stretched
Light in sight
Climbing upward, spanning green
In plightless flight

Lighting The Dark...

To The Depths, BD 2006

Portrait (Continued)...

This bleak portrait
Of a life
Just silent photos
Of a war
The sharp edge
Of a knife
Would end it all

Spécial Shades...

Tranquil, BD 2006

Advancing...

Blow your whistle
Send me over the top
I'm as good as gone
But never forget

Part Of The Path (Continued Even Further)...

Stair: Natural Flight, BD 2006

Two Ways To Choose, Which Way To Lose...

The opposition of clarity to darkness as a reflection of the battle between reason and the delirious, but equally a point where the two empires cloud over reciprocally, as in a kind of reconcilliation. Mad and secret hope of the distressed being... Hope that the symbolic ritual, cosmic and everday, will induce by its own exemplarity, the synthesis of that which, in its own mind, is seperated. Perhaps if the Star at that precise moment suspended its fall. But coexistence never establishes itself, it is usually melancholy and despondency which accompanies the setting. Destiny of those who desire the half-light, who refuse to choose between analysis and delerium; reside in intermediary zones and seek advice in fortune cookies, from the uncertainty, from shadows and almost horizontal lights, from half-open doors and broken windows.

Others opt for darkness. They will call upon the abstract, will desire the rise of secret forces, of dream, of phantasms and of the unconscious... But with some restrictions, in truth even a certain intellectual dishonesty.