2005-11-30

Leaves...

You know you love someone when you cannot put into words how they make you feel.

Leaves May Fall From Trees But They Only Turn In Books, BD 2005

Grace (Continued Further)...

But blessed are your eyes, because they see, and your ears, because they hear. - Matthew 13:16

Paths...

Stood wondered
Why do you dream of me
When you dream of your acre of trees
It was agreed
I can to burn leaves
It's all I ever claim to do
A proud man I'll never grow into
My arms miss you, my hands miss you
The stars sing
I've got their song in my head


Paths, BD 2005

2005-11-29

Bloc Party / Pioneers

If it can be broke then it can be fixed
If it can be fused then it can be split
It's all under control
If it can be lost then it can be won
If it can be touched then it can be turned
All you need is time

Parallel Link (Link Continued Even Further More Than Before Again)...

My walls are worn
As much as yours
And though my eyes, my head
My soul, my heart a link is forming
There is no releasing only growing
We're not worlds apart
Beneath it all you're golden
And that's all I'm feeding on
I'm always reminded
With my eyes I see
We move in circles now

Grace (Continued)...

Save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I've been waiting for you

2005-11-28

Palpable...

I hope you believe me
I can't see past
I came to a hill
And I found a mountain
I am climbing
The sunlight beaming
You are something
Something special

Away...

I only want to see you cry
If I can wipe away your tears
I wanna hear you talk
Where I can see your words

If I disappear
If you lose me
It will only be because I lost in combat

Answer...

The Simple Answer, BD 2005

My Anodyne (An Anodyne Continued)...

I'll be along for you
I'll come along with you
I'm blessed by you tonight
I'll get it right
I'm assured by you
Before there was nothing for me

I haven't far to go alone
Because of you
Lady luck can see
You can give me all I want
And all I need
I hope it's not wasted on me

2005-11-27

Links: Between Parallels...

Untitled, BD 2005

Links: Between Shell And Focus...

Untitled, BD 2005

2005-11-26

Linking And Blending Layers (Link Continued Even Further More Than Before)...

Warm Smoothing, BD 2005

Stranglers / Golden Brown...

Golden brown texture like sun
Lays me down with my mind she runs
Throughout the night
No need to fight
Never a frown with golden brown

Every time just like the last
On her ship tied to the mast
To distant lands
Takes both my hands
Never a frown with golden brown

Golden brown finer temptress
Through the ages she's heading
West
From far away
Stays for a day
Never a frown with golden brown

Lights Switch On (Link Continued Even Further More)...

Untitled, BD 2005

2005-11-25

Just Listening...

To hear is not to listen.

What I heard is not what I hear...

Listening is not difficult, it costs nothing but time - there are those worth time.

We Are Listening...

Joy Division / Exercise One
Editors / Heads In Bags
Stellastarr* / My Coco
The Music / Love
Sigur Ros / Hoppipolla
Thirteen Senses / Thru The Glass
Rebelski / Two Cans And A Piece Of String
New Order / Ceremony
Test Icicles / Snowball
Martin Grech / Worldy Divine
Soundgarden / Fell On Black Days
Coldplay / Pour Me
!!! / There's No Fucking Rules, Dude...
Arctic Monkeys / Scummy
Staind / Open Your Eyes
Interpol - Public Pervert
We Are Scientists - Spotomatic Freeze
Nine Black Alps - Over The Ocean
Miles Davis / Dancing In The Dark
Knife / The Bridge
Tzuyeh / Xiang Fei
Bloc Party / Blue Light
Rosebuds / Waiting For The Carnival
Pink Floyd / Wish You Were Here
Manic Street Preachers / You're Tender And You're Tired

Even the playlist...

2005-11-24

Balanced Link / Evolve (Link Continued Even Further)...

As the day comes rushing in
I realise what we could be
And everything I ever saw
Came quickly
Replaced but not like before
Do you and I see in the same way
I think about it everyday
Do you and I see in the same way
As life goes on, lights go on
Do you and I see in the same way

Maybe...

I think you're the same as me, We see things they'll never see... - Oasis / Live Forever

2005-11-23

The Other Side...

Shade In Beams, BD 2005

There Is Nothing Like This Built Today...

Nobody searches
And nobody cares somehow
When the loving that you've wasted
Comes raining from a hapless cloud

Then I might stop and look upon your face
Disappear in the sweet
Sweet gaze
See the living that surrounds me
Dissipate in a violet place
We rejoice because the hurting becomes so painless
I am married to your charms and grace

Can't you see what you've done
To my heart
And soul
I, This is no wasteland now

Merging Shades (Reaching Continued Further)...

Bleeding all my colours into one... - Coldplay / Square One

2005-11-22

Debt To An Anodyne...

It's not far
From the sun you are
The star you are
Life in shade
My light, what a perfect sight
I can help you save this
Like I want too

Release, find your peace my love...

Link (Continued Further)...

Tear me apart and boil my bones
She has lost her throne
My aim is true my message is clear
I could rest with this queen

2005-11-21

Review #3...

Phase 1...

Phase 2...

Phase 3...

Vintage...

I'm scared when I'm at home,
In my room on my own.
It changes colours through.


She stopped bothering herself for me.
Now in you I'm not in the lost,
But in the found.

Lost but found?

2005-11-20

Ironic Progression...

Untitled, BD 2005

Ideal Of Happiness...

X + Y = Z2

2005-11-19

An Anodyne...

Her statue like beauty
Keeps my mind at bay
I wish I could laugh with you
I love you
Thats why the stars
Can make dreams come true

BD And Philosophy Once More...

The open waves danger us, but it is in the open water where we find our anodyne.

Link (Continued)...

You won't ever have to climb my walls
I'd never leave you at any gate
We know there's a time to doubt
A time to wait
But we got past that
To a time to link
A time to wind
To be one

And Now For Something Completely Different...

The legend that is...

Link...

When I listen I actually hear
I feel your words
They warm my heart and dance in my soul
I found you when I wasn't looking

How Far From Alignment...

Not Miles, BD 2005

2005-11-18

Crest...

Tidal, BD 2005

Coldplay / Crest Of Waves...

It could be worse
I could be alone
I could be locked in here on my own
Or like a stone that's certain to drop
It never stops, I could be lost or I could be saved
Calling out from beneath the waves
Beaten down by this ocean rain
Never again

Screaming out from the crests of the waves

It could be worse, bittersweet
It could be snapped from the jaws of defeat
Like a light lit upon a beach
Where your heart only sleep
You want to stop before you begin
You want to sink when you know you could swim
You want to stop just before you begin
Never give in

Screaming out from the crests of the waves

And Beautiful...

Strange, BD 2005

2005-11-17

Voi...

Voi
Che vedo senza schermo
Ti amo

Voi
Che ritengo senza guanti
Ti amo

Voi
Che mi lego senza alle catene
Ti amo

Moving Mountains Or Dusting Shelves...

The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face us with the reality of our powerlessness, that is the friend who cares. - Henri Nouwen

2005-11-16

Simpatico...

It's an endless journey
Through the sleepless nights
With a love thats burning
Till you're no longer out of sight

You take me higher

Submerge To Merge (Reaching Continued)...

Colours Meet, BD 2005

Merging...

With my eyes closed
I look closer
I wanted to see
For myself
I'll always
Remember

2005-11-15

Collegato...

Tentativo Di Primo Ministro (Before Entwined), BD 2005

Alignment...

I'll show you the way
I could make it seem sound so easy
I'm lazy
There's so much to be seen
It isn't just a dream
So don't turn away

Editors / Heads In Bags (Heart And Soul Continued)...

There's nothing but the best for you
There's everything you desire
We offer again

Don't walk on the grass its new
Don't set fire to the fire escape
You can't win

2005-11-14

Fastening Fragments...

Strung out eyes as cold as worship
Two minutes silence in a century of screams
Tiny massive hands, emphatic lonely soul
Skin against skin and blood against blood
This is the place where peace exists
The fragments fail to hold me

When there's time I'll read your words
There's no point disguising
You're the one who's hurt
Laid bloody and bare to see
The effects will fail to desert me
This is the place where my mind resists
The fragments fail to hold me

200:1

Two hundred lines later. Looks A Lot, BD 2005

2005-11-13

Serif...

Under the great north star,
I'm trying to work out where you are,
In the silence of the sea.
I don't know where I'd be,
In the future in the past.
Going no where much too fast,
When I go there-
Go with me.

Grace...

Lysander addressed her in terms of extravagant love and admiration. - A Midsummer Night's Dream, Shakespeare

Let Your Good Heart Lead You Home (Listen To The Silence Continued)...

We will find our own way, always...

We all want to learn our own way. In new or old ground. Some of us regardless of warnings or advice.


Would you fall down? Would you fall...

In hindsight knowing the path to where we are at, would we do things the same way?


These dark parts, light up when I'm with you...

Love can make the dark light, the cold warm.


Take me home, somewhere safe, lean on me, saving grace...

Relationships are two way.


If something has to change - it always does, if something has to give - it always does...

There will always be things beyond control.


I gotta million things to say, a million things to...

Even for trying there are things we can't express by one means or another.


I'll miss this when it's gone...

We tend to take the wrong things for granted. Realisation is too late?


Keep close to me now, I'll be your guide...

To those you love you will test gound and scale height. Aim to protect, care and lead.


If we run, they'll look in our back room...

The back room is where special thoughts are kept for the special people. The people who know it exists, who know what is in it. The people who want to wander it. It is part of the mind, and holds some of the feelings.


Amended and appended extract from Editors: The New Joy Division ?, BD 2005

2005-11-12

Melody...

Brosandi
Hendumst í hringi
Höldumst í hendur
Allur heimurinn óskýr
nema þú stendur

Rennblautur
Allur rennvotur
Engin gúmmístígvél
Hlaupandi í okkur ?
Vill springa út úr skel

Vindur í
og útilykt ? af hárinu þínu
Ég lamdi eins fast og ég get
með nefinu mínu
Hoppa í poll
Í engum stígvélum
Allur rennvotur
Í engum stígvélum

Og ég fæ blóðnasir
En ég stend alltaf upp

Tangerine Dream...

Swirls, Hargate/BD 2005

2005-11-11

Listen To The Silence...

Everything they made me feel - or suggested I feel - is a central metaphor for everything I feel, about me, the world, emotion, love, death, time, God, and so on. And so, now I come to think about it, this is how exact I am going to be... - Joy Division: Out There Is Moving But I'm Still Here, Paul Morley 1997

Liberty...

Round Reverberation, BD 2005

Reaching To The Glow...

Got so many dreams,
I think my head might explode.
We will live forever,
I don't have to justify.

Let the stars shine on.
Til the break of dawn.
Let her move,
Move like a queen.

Love will fly.

2005-11-10

Reaching...

From here there is the rest of the rainbow, and we have all the time in the world. - Just Thinking


New Heights, BD 2004

My Vantage...

Untitled, BD 2005

2005-11-09

Music Of The Spheres #1...

For each a road
For everyman a religion
Find everybody and rule
Fuck everything and rumble
Forget everything and remember
For everything a reason
Forgive everybody and remember
Finding eternity arouses reactions
Freeing excellence affects reality
Finding everyone and reuniting
Fallen empires are ruling
Find earth and reap
Fantastic expectations amazing revelations
Final execution and resurrection
Free expression as revolution
Finding everything and realising

Feeling ember and rejoicing

Glowing...

On The Horizon, BD 2005

2005-11-08

Holyrood...

Cornerstone Of Politics, BD 2005

Music For The Circle...

Sunshine on your face in the first dawn light
The way you waits to let the moment linger
The way the future`s always gonna bring surprise
Waiting for the lightning so exciting after the thunder
The twinkle in your eyes where the starlight shines
The diamond in your mind is cut from wonder
I know how you're feeling and you're feeling fine
We've got all the time in the world

2005-11-07

Clarity...

Life is difficult when you lose. When you are used to winning... - Jose Mourinho

Connectivity...

Near Instant Connection, BD 2005

Heart And Soul...

When you're looking at life
Through a strange new room
Maybe drowning soon
Is this the start of it all...

2005-11-06

It's Only Natural That We Should Try To Open Up What Is Closed And Not Keep It Inside...

Fighting for what you feel
Will take you closer to the
Moment that you can steal
A chance to
Slip in through the night
I'm under cover but
I'm walking towards the light

I walk alone, I will walk alone
The seasons will change
This feeling remains
This feeling's the same
The feeling's the same
The feeling remains

The Human Nature Of Work...

Anyone can do any amount of work provided it isn't the work they're supposed to be doing at the moment. - Robert Benchley

2005-11-05

Ember...

Mine Shines, 2005 BD

Curse (Continued)...

Do we need to fall in the water before we learn?

2005-11-04

Concensus...

Franz Ferdinand... Mambo, Mambo Graphics 1999

2005-11-03

For Spécial (Everyone Continued)...

There are things that I regret
Like being called a nervous wreck
There are things that I can't regret
Like working up another sweat
For you

Theres nothing that I can do
For counterparts or bleeding hearts
I don't keep my secrets
I hide them everywhere
For you

Know I'd let all things fall apart
For you

2005-11-02

Everyone (Spécial Continued)...

Not everyone deserves the sun.
Not everyone fills your mind.
Not everyone plucks strings.
Not everyone inspires a song.
Not everyone strokes your soul.
Not everyone can turn you on.
Not everyone tends wounds.
Not everyone warms your heart.
Not everyone lives for too long.
Not everyone can bleed you dry.

You're not everyone - you can do more than say my name...

2005-11-01

Without My Rifle I'm Useless...

(Yellow) Nutrition, BD 2005

Above...

The Susurrus Of The Pinus, BD 2005